Members Deeders Posted February 20, 2015 Members Report Share Posted February 20, 2015 I am so unbelievably sad. Every time I think I am doing okay, I picture her dead and realize I will never see or cuddle her again. I miss Pigeon so much! It's so hard at night or when I walk into a room or around a corner and expect her to be there for a split second before I remember, and it hurts all over again. I feel so bitter. My sister has a cat that is 18 and my baby was only 7 .Part of me thinks that it should of been the old cat, which makes me feel and immense amount of guilt. I actually don't want the other cat to die, I want my kitty back , but if I had to choose I would not have chosen Pigeon to die. I feel like a terrible person for having these thoughts. Does it ever get better??? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members ModKonnie Posted February 23, 2015 Members Report Share Posted February 23, 2015 It does get better. I am so sorry about the loss of your precious Pigeon. I've had cats die at 15 and cats die as babies. I have no clue as to why they die when they die; I guess it's not up to me to know when.... We will be here for you,ModKonnie Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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