I will carry him with me always and forever

[LettersToAri]

I have decided to reclaim my son from grief, loss and pain. Before this little boy blessed anyone else here on earth - I got to carry him inside of me for the 9 months prior.

My entire being was formed and created to carry my child with me forever - anything anyone else thinks, feels and desires regarding our Ari Orange now is void.

*I trump any thoughts from anyone else - because I am Ari's Mama.*

I have every right in the universe and above to speak, share about, wallpaper our entire house with his photo and megaphone his name to the world - now - then and always.

He is the gift from God specifically given to his father and I. We chose his name and we also choose how Ari will be carried now - and our choice, affirmed by our Father above, is to carry ARI actively, visibly, audibly and presently forever.

No one else's opinion on our son matters - no one can nor ever could silence the bright beaming Hope of Heaven so radiantly beaming from the ALIVE AND WITH JESUS forever presence of our little man.

Thank you Jesus for so richly forever blessing my entire being with Ari Orange - ♥♥

I will never move on from our boy - I will live - I will have joy and I will carry him WITH ME always and forever.

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[Guest Trista's_Mom]

Ari's Mom,

Your precious is boy is so sweet. I love his picture. He puts a smile in my heart. My beautiful Daughter, Trista, crossed over on June 1, 2013, just 20 days before her 18th birthday. You are so right. You are Ari's Mama. This is your journey and Your Child. I decided from the very beginning I was going to do this my way and keep my daughter with me forever too. I usually post in the Loss of Adult Child forum. We are a very active group of Parents with Children of all ages, from adult Children to Children born to Heaven. It doesn't matter what age a Child is, they are still our Child. Please consider reading there and when you are ready share your Ari with us.

Shannon

[517958]

Ari's mom,

I'm so sorry for the loss of your darling little boy. I lost my 5 year old daughter, Charlotte, in a drowning accident 2.5 years ago. I had to comment on your post because it is so true! Ari is your little boy forever and nothing will change that. I have found that my only comfort from this pain is from God and Jesus and knowing that I will be with Char again some day in Heaven. Also, I heard somewhere that as mothers, we carry the DNA from every baby that we have inside of us forever. A little piece of their wholly unique DNA is left inside us after their births. We do literally carry them forever inside us - both physically inside us and in our hearts forever.

[Mommysangelisabella]

Aris mama,

Thank you thank you for saying the words of your heart . They are the words that have been locked inside of me unable to voice about my angel isabella . My isabella was born into heaven 2 months and 2 days ago. Your aris smile lights up the entire world. I am so very sorry ari has gone to heaven. My heart is crying out for you and your loss one mom to another. I also post on loss of an adult child every one just sorta meets there . But post where your comfortable. Everyone on this site understand each feeling and ive come to call these people family. We all never wished to join this group but each one of us draw strenght each and every day from one another. Plz post when you can tell us about you and about your ari. Praying for you for aris dad and for ari as his smile lights up our world from heaven even now and forever.

[hkolb]

You are so right. You are his mama, you made him, you grew him, you felt him, you carried him! He is yours. And you are his.