Suicide loss
My life changed forever on Monday, November 7th 2016. The following day may have been the presidential election but no part of me cared. I had found the person I loved more than anything, my soulmate in this world, dead. I knew of his struggles and had been fighting with everything i had for the prior month to make him realize it was worth it to stay. My heart will never forget that fight, and I will always be so angry at myself that I was not successful. I know that people will will judge tha
I am so sorry for your loss Jessi
i lost my fiancé nearly two months ago now the same way. He too had a long battle, his was anxiety and in the end resulted in a mental breakdown. I too battled it with him for this last year. I had convinced him to have counselling which he said was helping him a bit but after a relapse (after a weekend of heavy drinking) we ended up in A&E with him convinced he was dying. He was very dismissed by the hospital and they thought it was just a panic attac