Members bcamuk Posted June 19, 2009 Members Report Share Posted June 19, 2009 I just found this site and decided to join. We lost our 17 yo son, Innes, on 6th Feb and it is so painful it is beyond words. We miss him so much. Everything I do I can relate it to him and so I never stop thinking about him and I don't want to stop thinking about him, but it hurts so much. He had undergone a heart trasnplant when he was 2 but had kept really well for years. He took ill that Friday morning and had gone by 4.30 in the afternoon. I remember every detail of that day. I go into his room and can smell him liek he is still with us. I don't ever wont to change that room. But I just sit in it and cry til it hurts.I can visit his grave now and go quite often but it is sooo sad I don't get any comfort from it, just agonising sorrow. My wife and I try so ahrd to keep things going for our other son who is 20 but he is away at University. I have read some of the posts on here and have at least found similar feelign which has made me feel that at least I'm not the only one who feels this way. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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