Members lastlove19 Posted May 20, 2009 Members Report Share Posted May 20, 2009 its going on 3 years since Vincent died and moving on has proved to be my biggest challenge. i finally had my break down, i was on my way to school and have a huge feeling of sadness and lonely. all those terrible feeling started to come back. i passed my school up and felt a little crazy but i was talking to myself trying to snap myself out of this. i felt my self falling in the black hole and i didn't want that. i drove by the apartments where he lived. i knew i wouldn't fins him there or see his truck but i felt like i needed to go there. then i drove to where he wrecked and broke down completely. crying on the side of the street. i got out of my car and walked to the telephone pole he hit. then i just sat down, pulled my legs to my chest and coverd my face with my arms and cried, screamed, yelled. that was my lowest moment. i'm not sure how long a sat there but began to pray to GOD to take this terrible pain away. I cant live like this anymore, I refused to keep living this way. After i pulled myself together i walked back to my car. i prayed, and gave GOD everything that was in my heart and ever since i have had a sence of PEACE. thank you GOD for listening to me! XOXo Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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