Members lastlove19 Posted March 12, 2009 Members Report Share Posted March 12, 2009 hello, this past month all I have done is remember the good time, miss, and cry for Vincent. What is wrong with me, i thought i was moving on. But now I feel like I'm falling backwards! I can't get myself out of this hole. I've ended two good relationships in the past year because well... I don't want them, I want to be with Vincent!! My heart and my head refuse to let it go. also in the past week i have ran into Vincent's mother and sister. My heart breaks to see them because I see him and i know that they probably feel the same way, when they see me. I have had panic attacks lately and its freaking me out, plus everyone around me. Another thing, I find myself wanting to get drunk just to get away from my grife and guilt on my mind. For me, I think getting drunk isn't a good ideal. It just prolongs the problem by manking a new one aswell. How do I pull myself foward? i find myself feeling the exact same as I did when I first got the news of his death. I'm lost in my many different feelings. hopefully there is a light at the end of the tunel! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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