Members iwantmymomback Posted September 21, 2008 Members Report Share Posted September 21, 2008 Today I went to my Mom's graveside. I worked on her headstone, cleaning and making it shine. She was such a good mother to me and my sister. I sat by her graveside and talked to her. I always tell her how much I love and miss her, and I sit there and just stare at her name on the headstone. Its been over three months and sometimes I still feel like I'm having a bad dream. I still feel numb. The only emotion I can still feel is the love I have for my daughter. Other than that I feel dead inside. My emotional state is so fragile still, I get so upset so easily at my husband. I feel like he's really not there for me. He never mentions my Mom and never has even once ask me how I'm doing or feeling since she died. I guess maybe I'm being too hard on him, maybe he thinks it will upset me too much, but at least I'd know he cares how I feel. Anyone who may read this, please keep me, my dad and sister in your prayers. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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