Members kris05 Posted August 21, 2008 Members Report Share Posted August 21, 2008 I lost my mom after a 6 year battle with cancer (breast cancer, bone cancer, and brain tumors) The brain tumors are what did it. It KILLED me to see her lie there on her death bed. My sister and I were her care takers for the last two months of her life. She was in vegitative state for about 2 weeks before her death. I kept praying...please put her out of her misery, please take her. Now I feel bad for that. I'm so pissed all the time. All I want to do is cry, and I feel bad for the people around me. It's not their fault, but...well, they just don't understand. People keep telling me it'll pass...it's part of the grieving process..blah...blah. I just want ONE MAJOR BREAKDOWN to make it all go away, but instead...i have 1,2,3...every day. Ha! then my mom's family..what a joke. They are so selfish...everything's about them. Is what I'm feeling normal??? Please help me out here! I just wanna...die. I won't do it, those are my thoughts right now. KK Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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