Members DaraMyleia Posted November 11, 2013 Members Report Share Posted November 11, 2013 I lost my older brother on 1-18-13. He passed away due to an unusual heart condition at the age of 23. He was not just my brother but he was one of my closest friends. He still lived at home so I saw him almost every day and he spent a lot of time with me and my son. I don't know how to feel a lot of the time. I was jyst spending time with him the night right before it happened. I had to call 911 while my mom preformed cpr on him because he was ble to make it to her to tell her something was wrong and his heart stopped while she was listening to it. Everything about this eats me up inside and everyday i try to keep it down and not feel but it just comes back and it hurts so much worse. I wish i knew what do or how to feel. I thought talking to people i could relate to may help. I have an older sister also but she lives about an hour away and it is really hard to relate to her because i feel like she doesn't exactly understand how i feel and it frustrates me because i need her but i hardly see ir heart from her. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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