Members Austykatie Posted October 21, 2013 Members Report Share Posted October 21, 2013 So a few hours ago I was just sitting here doing homework and watching movies with my daughter (she isn't feeling well and has a cold, she has Asthma so I keep her close to watch her breathing) and I start getting that panic feeling.. My heart is racing and I just cant gather my thoughts, I got super hot and I just cant understand what is going on! So I just looked at the calendar for some reason and realized its 6months ago today that they recovered Jim's body from the River..my panic attack started about the same time of the day the police called to give me the news. Why? do these days have to keep happening.. When? Will it go away? This awful panic feeling? I am going to complain for a second..I Really Really dislike this! I just don't want to be the "widow" anymore, not only am I dealing with this I went to his best friends bday party last night and it was the first time I saw everyone since the memorial..It was so hard! okay going to go make my bed since I washed my sheets and crawl in, maybe cry for awhile just because I can and go to bed or chat if I cant fall asleep.. Thank in advance for listening! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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