Members SC34 Posted October 16, 2013 Members Report Share Posted October 16, 2013 I lost my mother 824/08 and recently lost my father 9/15/13. I am 38 yrs old with a teenage daughter that was close to them as well. I am a daddy's girl. I was my dads primary caregiver, he lived with me his last year. I feel numb when it comes to daily things. I get up and go to work. I still do things, so I am not sitting at home alone and depressed. BUT it has hit me - I am alone. My parents are gone. The people I always had in my life to go to, to talk to, that loved me no matter what, are gone. No more to shop with, gossip with, argue with, love. I know I will be okay, and it took awhile to start grieving the loss of my dad, but I am missing him so much.I had a dream that he was in but he was far away. He was standing outside my office smoking a cigarette - but we didn't talk or even come close to each other.I dreamed of my mom ONCE - it was so real. I hope I get that from my dad.PS - one of my dogs whines and looks around for him - sits at the front door - looks into the 3rd bedroom where my dad slept - I think he misses him Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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