Members junglee queen Posted September 25, 2013 Members Report Share Posted September 25, 2013 I have some questions :1- can this pain iam going through makes me love him less than before , or even worst makes me cease to love him , or hate him ? I really dont want that to happen is there a way to keep the love alive and celebrate it everyday to make it even stronger ?2- Does he feel my pain . Does seeing us in pain really hurts them ?3- my friends keep saying that i changed a lot , iam not anymore the girl he fell for , and i should be living and doing things on his behalf as if he is experiencing life through me ? Do they really experience life through us ?4- these days i started to listen to hypnosis audios , i feel that being on meds helps me get hypnotized really fast , i almost listen to these audios twice or thrice a day , is getting hypnotized frequently harmful ?5- i started reading lots of psychic books and articles about soul and life after death , i want to feel his presence , really feel him around , i have tried some methods but nothing worked so far . at least i want to see him in my dreams . Is there a way to accomplish this ? 6- My guy was a doctor , few years back i got harassed by a doctor , it was a bad experience and since then i stopped seeing doctors. whenever i used to get sick my guy would look after me, prescribe meds ..etc . I dont trust doctors i only trust one doctor and thats him . whenever i see doctors in hospitals , i remember him . It makes me very emotional . i remember him with his stethoscope and white coat running around. I cant go to hospitals anymore its very difficult and painful . Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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