Members rainbowsky Posted May 15, 2008 Members Report Share Posted May 15, 2008 I lost my best friend on 5th April 2008.I miss him desperately. I just don't know how to go on. He was 63 (8 years younger than me) and had lung problems. He had been ill for sometime, having suffered from lung cancer 4 years previously, and had been diagnosed with emphysema and lung fibrosis.Although we knew he wouldn't get better from his complaints, his death was sudden and unexpected.I also died that day. My life will never be the same, because he looked after and protected me so much.I just seem to be living in a daze, my every waking moment I think about him. I have lots of paperwork to sort out, so I suppose it keeps me going at the moment. I also have his 97yr old mother to look after, so am kept busy there too. I just pretend to the children that I am ok, but Im not. Im far from it.I miss him so much.Rainbowsky Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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