Members sheela Posted April 23, 2008 Members Report Share Posted April 23, 2008 i remember being young and having my mom alive even though she passed last year it seems like shes been gong a lot longer as she was seriously ill for the last 15 years and i took care of her at home.. i was sitting here listening to a bob seger song and he was singing about being young again and all the fun he had.. and i was sitting thinking about when she was younger and when i was about 15 how much fun i had with my friends.. i didnt care what happened and always was happy go lucky.. i took chances and was happy bc of it.. i did daring things, things that made me laugh and i had fun too.. i wish that things were like that again.. like when i was young.. i didnt have a care in the world.. i only had to think of something fun to do, or a fun place to go to. now with out her and with only myself to count on, i have so many worries, fears etc. i was sitting here and thinking and felt a feeling i hadnt felt in a long time while i was sitting here and thinking about being a kid again.. it was a feeling, i had to search long and hard to identify. it was joy.. i havent felt that since my mom left.. is this as good as it gets i sit and wonder ... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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