Members marksmomforever Posted April 17, 2008 Members Report Share Posted April 17, 2008 Hi to everyone,I used to come here daily when I was first told about this site, I know it may sound dumb but back in the beginning of this nightmare I still had energy to search for answers and look for support. I thought the beginning was the worse that with time my heart and my family would heal to a degree, but I was so very wrong.We just passed the third anniversary of our sons sudden/tragic death and my energy is at a all time low and I can hardly believe how I have become so depressed. Each day is a challenge to go on. We had three sons Mark was our middle son, we had a great relationship with all our boys and communication was good. Even though Mark was in his teens as was our older son they were good kids. Loved the outdoors, were always busy. We had hoped to watch our boys take over the family farm and our other business. BUT everything changed that day, another young man who was 21 made the wrong choice and it caused our son to lose his life!! It is totally wrong, but then I am sure you all know that already.I am going to try and come here more often maybe it would help if I connected with some of you as it would make me feel less alone at times. Honestly I feel like sometimes I can't breathe I miss him so much. I haven't slept a night since he passed away. Oh, how I still hate those words. Anyway I am glad this site is here and that there are so many wonderful people here as well, I really enjoyed seeing the pictures of all the children. take care Marksmomforever. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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