Members halcottgirl368 Posted March 1, 2013 Members Report Share Posted March 1, 2013 I have not been online in the last few days, it is getting harder and harder for me to go on. It seems all I do is sit and stare out the window. Yesterday, I swear I heard Cheri call out to. After that I cried till I had no tears left. Tomorrow it will be one month since Cheri passed, and I don't think I will ever be ok. People tell me in time it will get better, but I don't see how and I swear if I hear the word "closure" one more time I will scream. I hate that word, and there can never be closure, for me.I am sorry if I seem to be yelling or whinning, I hate this but I want to thank all of you that write to me and for all the posts I read, you are all special people.Kathy B Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members hotrod Posted March 2, 2013 Members Report Share Posted March 2, 2013 Hello KathyI am sorry that you are feeling so sad and lost, and do understand exactly where you are. Missing your precious daughter, Cheri is understandable as the loss of a child is the most painful endure.I am glad you found this message board and have the courage to post. I lost my only child, Stephen 6 years ago and this Board helped me regain my sanity. I also found coming here reading when I could not post, crying as I read, helped me to feel connected when all else failed. I also started a photo album in the Gallery and that was very helpful . I hope one day you will be able to do that for yourselfTry to rest, eat, drink water and trust that slowly you will begin to feel better-- different but betterIn my thoughts. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members Jesse David & Taylor Mom Posted March 8, 2013 Members Report Share Posted March 8, 2013 I too do not like that word closure. "Closure" to what? I don't think that people realize what they are saying at times. You had a relationship with that child that was cut off all too short. I believe I will see my son again in heaven and that this world is only the waiting room. Your heavenly Father sees your tears. Tears are prayers that reach heaven too. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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