Members Caseyemma Posted February 27, 2013 Members Report Share Posted February 27, 2013 It's been 6 weeks since my brother died of an asthma attack. He was 27 and so full of life. My only sibling I had too.... Each day is struggle to get out of bed but I know I have to...my brother was at his friends house when it happened.. He asked his friend to take him home so he could get his asthmas puffer. He was blacking out in the car and the so called friend didn't take home to the hospital instead. When my brother got home he lay on his bed and died. The friend didn't do much to help. By the time ambulances got there it was too late... I have this huge hatred for him because he has gone back to his life like nothing happened when my brother died right in front of him. I can't even go down the street and feel ok with it. People stare at me (I know they do, my brother was very popular and very well known) and makes me uncomfortable. The days drag one or what seems like a lifetime but the weeks fly? Does anyone else get this feeling?Some ideas of some form of distraction would be great. I've tried exercising but doesn't help me feel better. I've also watched every movie and tv show in the house. I'm so lost in my self I don't know what to do.. I don't like councilling as I don't have much to say other than that my brother died and feel I would benefit more from talking to someone who has been through it. I do talk to my brother almost every day... Not that helps either....... Please help Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
This topic is now archived and is closed to further replies.