Members stephanie1968 Posted January 8, 2013 Members Report Share Posted January 8, 2013 Hello my name is Stephanie. My beautiful momma passed away on New Years Eve after a two month battle with cancer. I struggled with watching her suffer with the pain. But today, 1-7-13, we laid her to rest with her one true love, my daddy who passed 12 years ago. I seat here unable to sleep wondering how life goes on. I know that we heal over time but today, right now, I don't know how I can live with my heart breaking so much. It feels like a part of me has died. I know that I have all the wonderful memories with my parents but I just cannot fathom never seeing her face again (in person). I know that the bodies we have now are just a vessel on earth. I believe that I will be reunited with my parents one day in Heaven but I just don't know how to get back to daily life. I have a wonderful/supportive husband and two handsome teenage boys but in all reality I just want my momma. I understand that there are no words of wisdom or advise on how to deal with this as we handle things in our own ways but I just don't know right now. Thank you for letting me put into words my thoughts through this horrible part of what people keep telling me "the circle of life". Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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