Members white_rice Posted December 9, 2012 Members Report Share Posted December 9, 2012 Hey guysI just came across this forum as I was searching for ways to try and deal with a major tragedy this week. On Monday December 3 2012, my brother shot himself in the head. I was unaware until after the fact but he has been on medication for the past year for depression. His meds were switched 3 times in the past 2 months. Anyways, I am 36 yrs old and he just turned 40. Although we didn't hang out a lot due to our own families and jobs, we got along great and I respected him to the fullest. I am having a very difficult time now accepting the fact that he is gone. I still don't want to believe it. I feel like its a long never ending nightmare. I break down crying several times a day when nobody is around. I feel like a part of me died with him. Is this going to get easier? I just don't know what to do. I feel as though if maybe I spent more time with him maybe things would be different. I keep blaming myself over and over. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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