Members designer2 Posted November 19, 2012 Members Report Share Posted November 19, 2012 Hello Indigos, I haven't posted in quite a while but I come here often to seek comfort in my weary world. It seems that since I lost my sweet son Dylan, I have had great difficulty functioning in it. So many things are so different now without him. There is a great battle waging in my soul and its a battle for my own life. Losing my boy has affected me so profoundly that I have developed one health issue after another; the latest being a heart arrythmia and so my heart really is "broken". I thought that since it has been 20 months now; I would be more accepting, but I ache for him more than ever. Dylan was my protector, and I his. He was my best friend and his loss is more than I can bear. I am trying so hard to take back control of my life but this grief has run away with me! I come from a long line of survivors, I can say that. I know that every one of us here are trying to find our way through the black of sorrow. I will never get over being robbed of my only, my love, my Dylan...I leave you with a song of healing. Listen, it will give you comfort.Love, Cindy"The Angels Were Singing"Matthew Perryman Joneshttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KHeOy98gZ4I Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members hotrod Posted November 19, 2012 Author Members Report Share Posted November 19, 2012 Dear Cindy Thank you for the gift of that beautiful touching song. I do hear you and so understand your pain and loss. I lost my only child, Stephen 5 years ago. I beleive the acceptance of this loss is now deep within me and I will always miss him and long to be by his side. The sadness is now a part of who I am and today I can remember many warm memories of Stephen and smilePlease keep coming here and sharing This Indigo famly saved my sanity and life. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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