Members Gabriel's Mommy Posted October 11, 2012 Members Report Share Posted October 11, 2012 On August 28th, of this year (2012) I lost my first and only son Gabriel. He was only four days away from his first birthday when he caught a very high fever and died in the hospital. Since then, my world has fallen apart all around me and most days I can't even get out of bed. I can't look at my son's father anymore because it hurts too much when I am reminded of when he would hold Gabriel and sing him to sleep. Though I know it is wrong, I often think of dying as well, because I can't imagine this pain ever lessening to a point that I could bare to get up everyday and try to survive. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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