Members naty0123 Posted October 8, 2012 Members Report Share Posted October 8, 2012 Every second of my day i miss my huband. This for sure dose not get any easier. I am so lost without him. I have no more strength in me to keep fighting with my depression. I miss him so much, all I want is him. I want to feel his arms wrap around me or tell me some silly joke or hear the words that everyting is going to be ok because we have each other...My heart is so broken, I have nothing to give. It so hard for me to do normal things with our kids. I have one good day out of seven...I can not feel him close anymore, everthing feels cold.. I wish I could go back to that Thursday and talk about things and tell him how much I loved him and that we would get through his problem instead I was angry and mean and I shut down.. I went to be bed mad and woke up to him dead...I wish I can just go back, why didnt God give me a sign of something that this time was the last..I hate being here without him!! How the heck do we move on!!!! I will forever be here missing my bestfriend, father, lover, husband. God has to give me the strength to do this!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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