Members ruby1983christine Posted March 12, 2008 Members Report Share Posted March 12, 2008 :?How do you handle the pain of looseing some one you loved for so many years ?i knew he was sick and he wanted to go because he was in so much discomfort because of his cancer and he didn't want to leave me behinde and then he got so sick he just wanted to let "God" take him, he did .i thought i was ready to let him go because of his sickness and i am not i am struggling with it so bad it has only been a few days since i buried him. i am alone now, feel really empty.i never have experienced watching a person i love die before in my arms because he was so sick, it has messed me up mentaly right now.we got to say our good byes before he went into a coma and for a while he knew i was there and i told him to go be with Jesus and i will be okay and about 15 minutes after i said that he slipped away, that has destroyed me. i took care of him until the very end of his fight for life, and the memory is sticking in mind will it ever get better? i need help with this and don't know how to deal with it. i hope u good people could help me please. sincerely, ruby 1983 christine Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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