Members hkuber2012 Posted September 19, 2012 Members Report Share Posted September 19, 2012 Hello,I am only 33 yrs old and my mom passed away from septic shock on 9/7/2012. Her heart and kidneys were bad from the start; She kept going into cardiac arrest early in the morning on 9/7 and throughout the day until she passed at 6:21 pm on 9/7. I mean, I came in and saw her early in the morning and she was alive but she couldn't talk cuz she was on a ventilator but yet her eyes were open and I told her I was here and I loved her very much I saw her mumble the words "I love you too, Hollie" and she signaled to me to walk to her bed so she can squeeze my hand hard. My dad is alive but he has COPD but I am so heartbroken that my mom is no longer here with us physically. Not to mention, I feel so lost and really sad. She was also a dialysis patient and I was her caregiver and I did everything above and beyond what any daughter would do for her mom I took care of her for just under 2 yrs. I don't know where to start to take care of myself cuz I used to help my mom. I am so sad and heartbroken like you can't even imagine. I am an only child and luckily my best friend since high school has been there for me. My one cousin has been there(sort of) but hasn't been there for me like my best friend has. Any ideas on what I should do on how to take care of myself? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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