Members Mdanielson4 Posted September 17, 2012 Members Report Share Posted September 17, 2012 It’s been four months today; I am not sure what to feel. I still feel lost and alone,I continue to wonder when I will feel some relief. I continue to say things I regret to people that are trying to help me through the roughest time of my life. I don’t want to hurt others but I sometimes don’t think through what I am saying and sometimes it seems hurtful. I continue to pray for God to take me to my Mary. I cannot figure what I am left on earth to accomplish. Everything I lived for was linked to Mary. I love my Grandkids but they have their own lives and are well taken care of. I have no family that lives near. I am trying to do the right things, I go to church, I attend widow and widowers too soon group. I hate the weekends and nights. I am so alone in this apartment. Four months today and I still hurt just as bad. I guess this is the poor me’s.Mike Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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