Members kendi Posted September 7, 2012 Members Report Share Posted September 7, 2012 I am sitting her in our house alone for the first time since Kenny passed away. I have been alone for maybe 5 minutes like when the kids left for school right before i had to leave for work. it is quite, wishing, I could turn and tell him to turn down the tv so i can hear myself think. i got 2 girls spending the night off and my son down the road at a friends. It is kinda of wierd not sure how to think, it has only been a month today that Kenny died. i wanna cry but at the same time just wanna remember ever bit of happiness and fun times we had. Things are just racing through my head. the great times, the hospital the doctors tellimg me he was not coming out of thisme kissing him as he took his last breath. havimg to see his mom upset be ause i lost my love but she lost her first born his kids our kids loosing thier dad his sister and brother loosing thier brother his best friend crying just everything the drama his kids mother started over stuff she was never apart of just everything but i dont wanna cry but i do he was my baby and i wanna just remember all the good but him being gone is tough. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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