Members val Posted September 4, 2012 Members Report Share Posted September 4, 2012 well, yesterday was Labor Day, end of season and it represented to me the end of Jerry all over again. All I could think of was that song "to everything there is a season..." Crying already, Depression is becoming more severe. I feel like there is no future. I am not looking forward to Fall though normally it is our favorite season here in Pennsylvania. There is no more "our". Tomorrow will be two months. I hurt no less now than I did two months ago. I appreciate the thread "dare you" but have nothing to add at this point. I have found nothing that comforts me, except escaping into sleep which i try and do as much as i can. I still have so many unanswered questions swirling around in my head. why, oh why, did God take Jerry from me in his prime? I don't feel like I am moving forward a bit. Maybe i am, or from time to time, I do, but i can't see it. All i can do is pray that God relieves some of this terrible pain and loneliness. I feel traumatized by the morning I found Jerry and couldn't wake him up. Every morning I feel this. Can't take much more of this pain. Day in, day out. Dear Jerry, please know how much i love you honey. Your presence is still all over our home and you are in my thoughts constantly. I cannot let go of our time together. Ten years was not enough. Why did you go? Why? I feel so alone without you here to emotionally support me. Please come back. All my love, val Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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