Members emfairbanks Posted September 2, 2012 Members Report Share Posted September 2, 2012 On July 13th this year, 2012, i lost my little brother named Triston. He was 15 he got into a car accident and died that same day. I know this site is somewhere where people are supposed to understand but for some reason even though i know there are a lot of people going through or have gone through the same thing it feels like no one in the world, not even my family understands whats going on inside me right now. I've never felt a pain even close to this..i miss him so much. I'm 16 and i have to go to school in 4 days and i don't think i can handle it, not seeing him walking down the halls, seeing his smile, seeing him get kicked out of choir everyday. It feels like i'm not strong enough to do this, i doubt myself everyday, every minute of the day. I have so much i want to tell him, and i might not ever get to tell him anything ever again, 'cause what if heaven isn't real? I dream about him almost every time i go to sleep, i want to dream forever as long as i get to be with him. He was so happy all the time, he would want all of us to be happy but it feels impossible without him here. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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