Members steviedawn Posted August 17, 2012 Members Report Share Posted August 17, 2012 My father, Duncan, passed away suddenly from a massive heart attack in the early morning of September 30th, 2011. I have been absolutely devastated, he was my best friend, we were talking constantly, he always made sure i knew how much he loved me and my son, and my boyfriend. I am a full time student with a 2 year old now, and have been so busy I pushed it all down and now i am totally side swiped by grief at random times. I dont realy talk to anyone about it, I dont know why. I think about my father CONSTANTLY. I mean all the time, whenI cut an onion for supper, I think of him. Driving, him.,, Its all the time. I need help, has anyone gone through this? I dont know what to do with myself, i get really angry if i dont work out every day now. I can't go to his old house or be around his things, as my step mother told us a week after he died to basically get lost. I am beyond lost and dont know what to do Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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