Members val Posted August 12, 2012 Members Report Share Posted August 12, 2012 hello all, once again i am up early crying. The weekends just slay me and I wonder how others get through them. i sit here and wait for someone to come into the Chat room. I write emails to my dear Jerry's brothers and sister. It is hard enough losing him, I cannot stand to lose touch with his family members as well. I thank all of you who have supported me in this my darkest month of my life. I feel like all the good days I would or will ever have ended on July 5, 2012 when Jerry died. I thought I was a fairly strong person but this challenge has left me at an almost total loss.Please I appreciate your supportive posts. I am struggling so hard again today to maintain anything like composure and it is too quiet, lonely and empty and i know there is no one going to wake up next to me ever again. I feel like my life might as well be over too cause i cannot seem to get on with any part of it. In pain, val Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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