Members val Posted August 10, 2012 Members Report Share Posted August 10, 2012 well it is just over a month and my life isn't moving forward except that the extreme grief continues. i cannot sleep; don't want to eat.i come here looking for someone to Chat with and find myself alone a lot. Jerry's things are fine to stay all around my house until the day i die , which i do not care if that is soon or not. i feel so alone, i am so alone. all i do is cry. drink coffee and throw up. please help me get through this dear God and Jerry , you must be seeing me go through this. why why why, i am going to go lay down again and pray for sleep; i just lay there staring at a candle i always have lit in Jerry's name. i sleep with his clothes, hugging his ashes. i am afraid i am losing it. i fear this is too much for one person to bear. help with any support available. please. val Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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