Members patticake Posted July 28, 2012 Members Report Share Posted July 28, 2012 Its been 9 years since my brother died and sometimes I wonder if my life will ever be normal again.Since his passing everything seems so different. Colors arent has bright has they used to be. The sky isnt so blue anymore. In some ways I feel the love I used to have for others is different. Things that used to matter dont matter anymore.My emotions are different in so many ways.I dont smile like I used too. I dont laugh like I used too. I was very ougoing before and I know for sure that is not me now. I completely stick to myself. I dont like getting out like I used too. And when I do have to get out it bothers me. My relationship with my sister has completely suffered from my brothers death.I thought we would be closer since his passing and that is not the case at all. We fight all the time to the point where we hurt eachother with words. I was and had always been very close to my brother. And I had never had that close of a relationship with my ssister and I feel in some ways his death has put a wedge between my sister and I. Will my life ever be normal again! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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