Members Starfairy Posted July 27, 2012 Members Report Share Posted July 27, 2012 Hi guys I am new here,my ex husband died on the 4th July 2012 and i am finding it hard. We have been seperated for over 10yrs now and divorced for just over 3yrs.We havent spoken since the divorce its a long story. I dont have anything to do with his family so I have no idea how he died, he became unwell while cycling to where he was staying with his brother and died before the ambulance came.When me and our son heard the news the shock hit us both like a blow to the stomach, our son did not speak to him for years either we were estranged due to his drinking and his new girlfriend at the time.Its all such a mess and now we are left feeling shocked and isolated.I feel i am grieving for the man i used to know as i did not know who he was in the present. I just feel sad,was very angry but not anymore,I have been up to his grave and left a angel with PEACE written on it, I hope he finds some peace where ever he is but we also need to find peace with the past.I remember all the good and not so good times so many emotions are rising.I really do feel the loss. Death is so final.God bless eveyone here. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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