Members widower2 Posted July 20, 2012 Members Report Share Posted July 20, 2012 Warning, not a cheery thread:I know some of you can relate to this in one way or other. A really nice and fun group of people I know gathered at a local place to see this sort of 50s dance group, beach music, that kind of thing. Just a nice casual lighthearted night out. Perfect right? So I go thinking wow I need to get out and this sounds great. So I go and it hits me that I haven't danced since my loved one's son's wedding some 2 yrs ago - and I look at the dance floor and it's exactly the kind of band we would go see, and I keep seeing her and I out there, and realizing all the times she was with me and I didn't really appreciate her, and on and on it goes....long story short I wasn't very sociable as I'm just trying to maintain and finally have to give up and go. SO damn frustrated, it was this rare gathering of people I like and are really fun to be with, but could I simply have this little break from life and all this grief and have one simple nice fun night out? Noooooo, life hates me far too much for such a simple request and of course decides instead to put the screws to me once again. DAMN I am sick of that. Sorry all. I just had to let that out before I scream. I know I don't deserve a lot but cmon. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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