Members Jebur27 Posted July 3, 2012 Members Report Share Posted July 3, 2012 My oldest son died 5 months ago, he would have been 41 on June 21st. One reason I am posting here is that my son was a drug addict and that seems to add shame to his death. I have seen comments on here about addiction and do not feel he will be judged. He did not die from his addiction, instead he died from the damage done to his body by his addiction, massive heart attack, lungs ruined, liver and kidney damage. I never denied he was an addict and thought I was prepared for the fact he might die at anytime from an accident or overdose. There is no way I was prepared for the intense pain I have felt in the last five months, right now I just hate my life. I have had several severe challenges besides my sons death since January including my second son in the hospital with his lungs full of blood clots, so I cannot even seem to sort out which stress to deal with at any given time. No reason to go into all of it, but 2012 has been an awful year. I guess I am just reaching out because I do not know what to do with all of this pain, Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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