Members naty0123 Posted June 22, 2012 Members Report Share Posted June 22, 2012 So it is 10pm and my restlessness begins, My mind races! Sleeping with the same person for 19yrs and then suddenly I have to learn to this by myself is so hard. This should be a simple task sleeping but at night its very hard...During the day that is all I want to do, because that is the only time that I dont have to feel the pain. I hate this...i want to hear my husband walk through the door or I want to look over and see he's handsome smile or even hear him laughing or telling some crazy joke...I don't know how to move on without him...It is so hard!! He was my high school sweetheart, the love of my life..We did everything together....I HATE THIS SO MUCH!!!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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