I dont understand it?

[imsoblue]

Im new here, but happened to come across this sight, and see that others are going through like me. but sometimes I ask why? you see I lost my Aunt not long ago, we were very close, she was my moms twin and kind of took over the mother role for me. <( cancer) ( my mom passed when i was young) and then my my spouse of 12 yrs in oct from a blood clot, and then my dad before new yrs and then my dog. So I ask am I cursed or what? Which i did ask a Pastor and I think he was shocked I asked that. Anyways I just take each day at a time, but its very hard dealing with all this. As far as understanding it, I don't. Thanks for listening ))) ( hugs)