Too Much To Lose

By Aus1412
September 10 in Loss of a Parent (Mother or Father)

https://forums.grieving.com/topic/27595-too-much-to-lose/

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It just hit me why I am sitting here in unimaginable despair after losing my mom. And here it is... SHE WAS TOO MUCH TO LOSE.

My mom was so much a part of why I was breathing. She being in my life was part of my reason and JOY to live. My mom being out of my life took too much away from me. Picturing my life moving forward without her doesn't even feel natural. What the heck is THIS? What is this atmosphere I wake up in everday without her? I don't recognize it nor do I want it. This "new normal" literally makes me sick to my stomach.