My soulmate left 2 days ago and I'm lost

[lealovesnoodle]

Love of my life and light of my days, Noodle passed away after a brave battle with cancer for 5.5 months at almost 15 (3 weeks away) 

I miss her terribly and I don't know how to go on. 

I've been reading these posts for hours and they've brought me a lot of comfort, so thank you to all who share. 

She didn't know she was a dog.  A little human that got put in the prettiest, fluffiest body. 

I know everyone grieves differently, but I can't help but get angry at others in my life as they seem so "normal" already.  It feels disrespectful to the love and life of my sweet girl. 

I don't want to go on if it means I have to be normal again in this life without her.  Everything feels so different and I don't want this new normal.  

I don't know what I'm supposed to do with myself.  I don't want to go out and do anything.  It all feels like it's lost meaning.

Anyways, thank you for letting me share about my sweetheart and for holding a piece of my pain.  It's truly like nothing I've ever experienced before. 

[KayC]

I am so sorry, I lost my soulmate in a dog nearly five years ago, he was diagnosed with inoperable cancer and his liver shutting down.  He was my world.

I am so sorry you find yourself in this situation, it's the hardest thing I know of, they are our family, our world!

Thank you for sharing your picture, your baby is adorable.

Comfort for Grieving Animal Lovers
I hope this short video brings you some comfort and peace.

 

 

Here is my story:

 

 

[lealovesnoodle]

Thank you @KayC I really appreciated reading your posts.  Both Kitty and Arlie sounded like such sweet souls ❤️

[KayC]

They were, we were a family, along with Miss Mocha.

[Sad Artist]

@lealovesnoodle I understand how you feel. Tomorrow will be four months since I lost the love of my life. Some days are easier than others but there hasn't been a day that's gone by that I didn't miss her, wish she was still here, wish I could kiss her, go for a walk with her. The new normal feels incredibly empty without her. 

Also, I am so sorry for your loss. Grief isn't linear for everyone, I think unfortunately a lot of people think it is.

I love the picture you attached, it's so adorable, thank you for sharing. You are not alone.