Members cruise Posted May 15, 2012 Members Report Share Posted May 15, 2012 It's been a little over 5 months since gloria passed away and the pain seems to be going away a little at a time. I seem to feel better and then all the memories come flooding back. Lately I seem to remember little things that I forgot or we did together. Its hard to do every day things without remembering how we did things together like shopping and talking about her daughters life in school as she studies to be a nurse. Just having gloria meet me downstairs to take her somewhere to do errands and taking her to the store and dropping her off are all memories that I think about when I'm driving or coming home from work. She was a kind and loving mother that did everything she could to help her daughter and they talked almost every day. She had a beautifull smile and greeted me at the door every night I came home from work. We always loved to listen to music as we drove around and she loved aerosmith and reo speedwagon. We always went out driving to find something to eat but she never new what she wanted until we passed a fast food resturant. When we were at home she could cook up the most amazing dinners and throw something together without hardly anything in the fridge. Since she has passed I miss her cooking and I don't eat near as good as I use to. She use to tell me to shop for the best prices and buy off the wall named canned goods which she said were just as good as the brand named stuff. I haven't moved her clothing from the closet yet. I was looking the other day and found some christmas gifts she had recieved from her daughter and I started to loose it. I had to stop and put the stuff away until another time. I have hung chimes that she made all over the apartment and ring them when I pass under them and they remind me of her. You never expect a lover or roomate to pass away until it happens. We all think we will live forever until it unexpectedly hits home that your mate or loved one is gone. It's like they are swept away and you never know weather they will return to you. It will be hard dealing without her in my life but over time the pain will slowly go away and i'll find another girlfriend. Just writing on this site seems to help the heeling process and gets me by. Thanks everybody for your support and being there for me. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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