Members keysl300 Posted May 15, 2012 Members Report Share Posted May 15, 2012 My older sister died at the age of 21 on July 28th 2009. My brother died July 25th 2011, almost 2 years to the day.I know the feeling of my sister's death and grieving. I never really got use to not having her. She was really my best friend in the world. After her passing, my brother and I got so much closer. I am the baby of my family. We also have another older brother who thankfully is still here. My parents are divorced. Now alone in their own grief. Everything about my loved ones deaths hurt. I never really have time to deal with my own grief. I don't want people to worry about me. I don't know why. My heart hurts all day every day. I force myself to finish my BA degree. I'm finally getting the grades I need to continue on to my Master's in a year. I don't know how the forum works. I want to try to somehow let myself heal. Where to start, I don't know. I guess I don't want to heal. But I do. I just don't want to lose them entirely. If I move on, I feel like I might. I don't want to forget them, ever. I made my mom a mother's day present and spelled my sister's name wrong. I hated it. I guess if people have something to say about this, go for it. I could use it, probably. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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