I lost my brother and I am really angry

[Rose Rowland]

My brother, who was 74, died on December 5th.  I am so angry I cannot even start grieving.  He was a really kind, good hearted man and his life was terrible.  His son was in and out of prison, he had no financial success, he was bullied as a kid so he lacked self confidence and his wife was NOT very nice to him.  Its even possible that the people he worked with as an attorney were stealing from him.  This is a man who represented domestic violence victims pro bono, worked on lots of volunteer charity, went to synagogue, was completely honest, faithful to his MEAN wife and his life was, largely, miserable. When he died, he was worrying about how he was going to pay for his chemo and how he was going to start making some money.  He never got a break.  It's almost like G-d had it in for him.