Lost my mum while I am pregnant

[Kappa]

I lost my mum a week ago to a sudden cardiac arrest,  while being pregnant with my first baby. I could not even fly back home due to my pregnancy and am feeling absolutely devastated. 
My mum was so excited to meet my baby and now with her gone I am feeling no joy about my pregnancy. I can’t make myself do anything for the baby’s arrival without breaking down in tears. My most happy moments have suddenly turned into the worst time of my life and I am finding it really hard to get over it. I guess I am just looking for someone who have been in a similar situation and to understand how to cope up with this. 
 

[Traz]

Dear Kappa,

I have not experienced a significant loss while pregnant so I can't even begin to imagine what you're going through. I just want to say I'm so sorry. 💗