Ben

[Ben perez]

I'm not sure what to put here and i hope this posts to the right topic, but I just recently broke up and the loniless is getting to me and I'm just looking for someone to talk to about all this.

I guess this is the paraphrased version, but basically my boyfriend and I met on some not so ideal terms and things seemed like they were going well but I was careless with myself and my possessions and it triggered him while we were dating. Throughout our relationship of 6 months there was a lot of sad times and a lot of crying, and tbh we broken up 5 times before it Finally ended. But for most of those times it was due to fear of being hurt, where as the last two times was more of protecting the mental and emotional health on both sides, and ending it so neither of us has to suffer. There's a lot more details in between but this is the jist of it. Sorry if it's not coherent, there's a lot going on right now for me, but it feels good to get this off my chest.