Members xplosive Posted May 8, 2022 Members Report Share Posted May 8, 2022 I lost my mother two years ago. I feel childish like she will return and everything will be fine. She was always trying to get us to eat healthier. We were shocked to learn she had stage 4 stomach cancer. There were times when she took herself to the hospital and was told it was gastritis but then on one visit she found out it was stomach cancer. I get angry just thinking about it all and all the medications she was on that I don’t think work well with a natural diet. I’m also just trying to make sense of this disease on someone who didn’t smoke or drink or eat junk food but was sometimes a little anxious. The last few weeks she got covid and then a broken hip while she was in the hospital. She was in so much pain. I feel like I struggle trusting this world some days and I’m just waiting to die. We watched from behind the cemetery gates as she was buried and sometimes I wonder if her body is really there. 3 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members Daddys girl kw Posted May 9, 2022 Members Report Share Posted May 9, 2022 there is nothing i can say will make this ok or less painful for you .. but i pray you find peace in ur heart and comfort in ur soul .. sorry for ur loss 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members ADM925 Posted May 9, 2022 Members Report Share Posted May 9, 2022 On 5/7/2022 at 8:10 PM, xplosive said: The last few weeks she got covid and then a broken hip while she was in the hospital. She was in so much pain. I feel like I struggle trusting this world some days and I’m just waiting to die. To see them go through these unthinkable ordeals and then leave us - a Hell itself could hardly be worse. On 5/7/2022 at 8:10 PM, xplosive said: I feel childish like she will return and everything will be fine. You are not alone. The dreams seem so real I think it has happened or that I have gone to be with her and Father, only to wake up alone in shock and horror. 4 hours ago, Daddys girl kw said: there is nothing i can say will make this ok or less painful for you .. but i pray you find peace in ur heart and comfort in ur soul .. sorry for ur loss I can only echo this and pray the same for us all even though it seems impossible 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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