Members Judith fay Posted February 14, 2022 Members Report Share Posted February 14, 2022 I have had the worst weekend. My ex husband called and we were talking I was telling him I am having a hardtime with our daughters death. He told me I need to move on and forget she was ever born. Their is a reason he is my x. I spent the rest of the day crying. I am trying not to take my Xanax. I don't want to become addicted. I am just a big mess can't seem to focus today.. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members Robert DiDonato Posted February 14, 2022 Members Report Share Posted February 14, 2022 31 minutes ago, Judith fay said: I have had the worst weekend. My ex husband called and we were talking I was telling him I am having a hardtime with our daughters death. He told me I need to move on and forget she was ever born. Their is a reason he is my x. I spent the rest of the day crying. I am trying not to take my Xanax. I don't want to become addicted. I am just a big mess can't seem to focus today.. So very sorry for your loss and don't listen to your ex. Cherish the 33 years of memories. I lost my 19 year old son a few months ago in an accident and I will never let him go from my heart! Wishing you strength and comfort.... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members Dewbs Posted February 15, 2022 Members Report Share Posted February 15, 2022 Judith fay - I lost my son to fentanyl over 4 years ago, and I still have bad days. Sadly, it is part of the journey we are on. I recently mentioned having a bad day to my husband (Aaron's stepfather) and even though he didn't say I needed to move on, that was the gist of the conversation. Apparently my grief is affecting our relationship...of course it is. I feel for you so much on so many counts. It seems like such a lonely journey because we never get to "move on". And why should we? Just want to say you are not alone and I am praying for you and all of the other parents who are grieving. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members Judith fay Posted February 22, 2022 Author Members Report Share Posted February 22, 2022 Dewbs, I am just lost at this point I dont know how to live with the constant heartache. I am tired of putting on a smile when.I just want to hide and just give up. I dont want to live in a world with out my Christina. I am sorry for your loss. My relationships is strained. I told him its my Journey and I have got to do this alone. He tries to understand. Moving on is Never going to happen for me she is my 2nd daughter to pass away I now have just my son he is my rock. My daughter lefr behind 2 boys and 2 stepdaughtets. I cry everyday I have no peace . How are you doing with your grief? Mom of Christina Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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