Members Dixie Posted March 6, 2021 Members Report Share Posted March 6, 2021 I lost my mother suddenly on New Year's Day 1979 when I was 2 years old. All these years, and I have never had any closure. I feel like I don't know who I am or where I came from. Now at 44, I feel like I can finally identify some of the complicated grief issues I think I have been dealing with all my life. However, because I am finally to that point, my marriage is falling apart. I feel like no one understands what this has been like. All the research I have done on grief fails to address my specific situation. I can't even find a grief counselor in my area. I can't find a grief group that doesn't focus on recent losses and getting through all of the "firsts" after a loss. There is so much grief and anger that fill those emotional buckets. They need dumping out so I can finally live my life and become the living legacy I believe I need to be for my mother. I am not sure where else to go. Thanks for reading. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members reader Posted March 15, 2021 Members Report Share Posted March 15, 2021 Dear Dixie, I hear you and it is hard to find the right supports and with the pandemic it has been made a lot harder. I hope these sites can provide you additional supports: What's Your Grief Grief in Common Grief Share Grief Healing Blog https://www.griefshare.org/countries/us/states/co/cities/colorado_springs Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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