Members ChristineB Posted July 20, 2020 Members Report Share Posted July 20, 2020 Its been 11 years since my father passed away when I was 21yo and 4 years since my mother passed. I feel so angry still. At myself at them. My fathers was somewhat expected he was in a nursing home with cirrhosis that caused his organs to fail. I didnt get enough time. My mothers was sudden and I had to make the decision to pull the plug. I still hear the machine flatline and then nothing. Why didn't she tell me she was that sick??? Its been years but I find myself missing them more now. I want them to see how much I've done and hear them say I love you again. But I can't and its tearing me apart right now. Its hard to talk about it when the people around have no idea what im feeling. This is the first time i have reached out. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members Kaushik Posted July 20, 2020 Members Report Share Posted July 20, 2020 It is difficult for people on the outside to understand what it feels on the inside. I know what you are feeling since my mom died 2 months ago. And ever since the pain has been excruciating. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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