Members SharonVM Posted June 1, 2011 Members Report Share Posted June 1, 2011 My boyfriend of 15 years, whom I lived with, passed away unexpectedly on April29, 2011. I have a 14 year-old, adopted, special needs son. My grief is greatand I suffer second by second. I am hoping that people who are in my situationwill understand what I am going through and that maybe we can help eachother. I loved my parents dearly and was devastated when I lost them 5 months apartin 1999, but the suffering that I am going through now with the loss ofAnthony is a million times worse. I never thought that could be. The empty bedat night is unbearable. The beautiful sunny days only make me think of how wewould be swimming in the pool with our son.....nothing brings me happinessright now. All of his clothes are still here and his slippers remain where heleft them. I cant believe this is real, but it is.The only reason I get out of bed in the morning is because of my son. I'vetaken a leave from work. I am a state investigator; I'm the one thatinvestigates allegations of abuse and neglect of children. I have removed manychildren from their parents. I just can't do that right now. I have to pay themortgage, car payments and everything else on my own so I have no choice butto go back eventually. But I cant deal with it now. I hope and pray thatsomehow I will heal.Sharon Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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