Members BConnell88 Posted May 10, 2011 Members Report Share Posted May 10, 2011 I really don't know much about forums. My husband/my bestfriend passed away 10/31/2010. He was 22. (I am also 22) We got together when we were 12 and have been living together ever since. We had our 10yr anniversary 10/13/2010. He's all I've ever known. He truely was my one and only. I guess I'm still kinda in shock. It doesn't feel real. He passed away suddenly. His grandpa was taken off life support and passed away 10/29/2010. He had a little too much to drink that night and never woke back up. We were in the hospital til halloween when he passed away. I don't have insurance and actually got fired from my job 5 days after he passed so I can not afford to have counseling, Anyways my mom wants me to try talking to people so I thought I'd try to forum to see how it goes. We were completely devoted to each other. I truely don't know how I've even lasted this long without him, it's been a little over 6mths and it's still so unreal. I honestly don't know how to deal with the pain. Everyone tells me it will get easier with time but for me with time it gets worse because it makes it sink in more and more that he's gone and that's just something I am not strong enough to deal with. He was truely my life, my love, my everything. He was the greatest man I could ever know. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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